Sometimes, it’s infuriating when things get juggle up and you’re the one responsible for it.
When it’s difficult to convey your thoughts through words,
Or when you want to say something but you hold on to it as if a force just pushed you back.
You feel like giving up but you don’t, because somewhere inside your heart you believe that you can do it.
Yet, in the good of you there’s a pessimist who’s speculating, making you subjugate yourself is depth of bewilderment.
Your beliefs in failure is dillusional and are captivated by your own prison of premature thoughts.
Sometimes you wear multiple faces and even have the audacity to lie. But this voice inside you, that you believe to be your true self, knows everything. You can’t hide in the shadows of false judgements, even if you want to. The alluring glitter of lies will not help you build castles of honesty and loyalty.
You know what you’re doing and the only truth about yourself buries within you forever.
Well they can only sabotage your spirit and make you something that you aren’t suppose to be.
You live in a world where you want to be what you admire and want to change without changing.
You don’t lack efficacy, you just seek people’s approval over your own decisions.
And the day when you’ll put yourself first you realize, that majority is same from within but wear different shades of colours.
Nothing is stable here my friend,
No one knows you better than your own true self.