What is this? Where am I?
These shimmering lights
Are parching my eyes
Shut it! pull the blinds down!
I can barely walk but I’ve to try
I cannot see what stands before me
Is someone really here?
Or is it just another nightmare
I feel distraughted, strangled by these chains
It keeps pulling me
Somewhere deeper and deeper in this rough terrain
In these empty streets
I see no one,
There’s an absolute silence
But why this emptiness is piercing my shallow heart?
Why am I being so paranoid?
Why am I still lost?
I’m losing my conscious
Seems like this darkness will consume everything
There’s no escape,
I’m trapped beneath the burden of my own deeds
Yet I keep scavenging the surface
I still see no one here,
Just some baffling voices inside my head
Have I gone too far?
There’s a web of my thoughts
That I cannot evade
And some contradicting statements
No one is here except me
Only I, can and will have this scrutiny
Either to fight my demons or set them free
This shall be my nemesis; alter reflection
That I’ve to fight everyday
Whether it’s the scorching heat or the dead cold wave
This time, I cannot run away
And who knows, maybe one day I will outgrew her
One day, I surely will